I woke up very early this morning, crying. I had just had a dream/nightmare that it was Christmas and I was with my whole family, except my aunty and two older cousins weren't there, in my dream they were dead. My aunty leaving her three children and young grandaughter, my cousins leaving their young children. I just sat, watching the young children/my cousins playing, but then I could see my aunty and cousins in the room, as ghosts. I was the only one who could see them and they were talking to me about their children/grandchild/my little cousins. I started to cry because I thought of how sad it was that my little cousins didn't have their grandmother/mothers anymore, it was seriously so sad.
A few hours later I got up and went downstairs to read my horoscope in the newspaper, this is what it said…
"Have family memebers been appearing in your dreams lately?…"
Feeling fat as a whale is quite depressing, I really feel like I shouldn't eat. But living with my family, me not eating would unfortunately not go unnoticed, my parents are the kind of people who believe that if you're not eating at least twice a day you must be seriosuly ill and shipped off to a hospital immediately. Resulting in them dragging me to the dinner table every day no matter how much I tell them I am not hungry.
Ever since this whole change with the zodiac (which only applies to those born after September 2009, by the way), I've started taking notice of my zodiac sign, which surprise surprise, says that we Scorpios can be obssessive.
Which explains my obssession with certain celebrities (right now Frank Sinatra and Ava Gardner) and Classic Hollywood in general.
My best friend and I sit around eating watching old films 24/7. I'm visiting Joan and Judy's graves this weekend, so lol I'm just as obsessed. Your blog is so classic, I love it. So glad to be tumblr buds :)
Lucky! I live in New Zealand so I’m pretty much surrounded by nothingness ._.
Thank you :) Me too, everytime I come into contact with another young person who likes classic Hollywood I feel relieved.